I don’t like who I am these days. You mean so much to me and yet I can’t seem to show it. I want to hold you close and never let go but I don’t want to hurt you. You deserve happiness, you’re a great person, but I feel like I can’t provide that for you. I sit here, enjoying this beautiful day, and don’t even worry about the fact that I haven’t heard from you all day. We live two different lives and maybe they’re too different for us to come together. I wish I could tell you all these things, but instead I’ll probably run away like I always do. All anyone deserves in life is someone who can love them. I can’t love anyone until I’m content with myself, and I have to come to that point on my own. You need to know that I want you to be truly happy and that I’m not capable of doing that for you. No matter what anyone says, you’re amazing.